Saturday, July 16, 2005
whatever is love *deep thoughts*

love is just a simple feeling to me. but why is it so complicated. i dunno what i want. i know i want to be loved, but can i? i dunno, its just that kind of thing that i realised i cant be. i can never be loved. no matter what, maybe all my life, i gave too much love, never recieving it. as time goes by, i get used to the fact of not recieving the love. and thus, when someone were to say he loves me, i find it hard to accept, or rather i dunno how to accept it.

i feel like a suc L-O-S-E-R!! yes, i do feel like a loser. all my life, what i do is solve people's unhappiness and wait for people. i dunno why. it does suck at time and i dun really enjoy it too. haiz..but i choose to do so. i dunno why, i feel so stupid. yet i still chose to make such decision. i hate myself alot. especially lately, i feel like that leaving quietly. i feel like just going away. forever...


Hydefied @ 13:34