Thursday, September 29, 2005
wake me up when september ends

its been a week. ever since i started working. and working aint as fun as i thought of it to be. it sucks to the core. it made me realise how great it is to be studying instead of slogging my youth to earn those miserable salary. my leg hurt and that is fuckingly crappy.

promised to attend the bbq which is like fuck too. cuz i dunno. maybe i dun like attending such function, it'll bored me to death. but then, for casilda's sake, i am going. crap. its on a mon, of all days, it has to be on my rest day. hur hur...

life has been rather fine, just that work has drain me dry. but then, at least i spend my time meaningfully. its all about the money and hell yea..i cant wait to get my pay. my fees are coming real soon. ass-craps

will update soon, i hope. tired. dun feel like thinking of what to write. sentence structure is like shit and my usage of english is like fuck. damn..i need more reading. where's the dictionary?

i'll leave you with the quote of the day:

Envy is the ulcer of the soul. - Socrates Greek philosopher in Athens (469 BC - 399 BC)

hydefied - @ 15:03

Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Reasons why men should not look down on women.

All this information is backed up by scientific proof!

1. Without women you will not be here today.

2. Worship women, anyone who is a woman. Cos
every woman is like your mum, don't rape a
woman, unless u'r willing to rape ur own mum.

3. Women are superior to men, bcos u need more
than 40 million sperms to fertilize an ovum/egg.
Guys, thats quantity, not quality!!!!!

4.Sperms are 75 000 times smaller than ovums.

5. Females have two x chromosomes, which carry
genes. Males have only one x chromosome, and
this x chromosomes come from ur mother only.
Males all ur genes except ur sex come from ur

6. X chromosomes bears over 2 500 genes, Y
carries only 15. U have 2 485 genes less than a

7. A male is a biological accident. Y(male) gene is
an incomplete X(female) gene.

8. In other words, the male is an incomplete
female, thus a walking abortion.

9. From health statistics, in the past 50 years,
average volume of ejaculate declined by 20%, and
sperm quality is dropping.

10. There is a greater % of deformed and sluggish

11. Women are multi talented. They r now full time
career women, and yet they can still run a
household. Guys on the other hand come home
from work, and complain.

12. Women have a higher threshold of pain, thats
why GOD gave us the power to give birth and bring
life into this world.

13. Women have a longer life expectancy.

14. Young men run a much greater risk than young
women from dying of accidents and violence.

15. MEN are dumb, u r so interested in the
females breasts, IT'S ONLY a LUMP of FAT.

16. Females are highly specialised beings, we
have two openings for pleasure and urine
excerition. U guys only have ONE urethra where
both sperm and urine passes.

17. And for ur extra info, urine is acidic, which
makes it an unsuitable condition for sperm.

18. In the brain, testosterone is converted to
estrogen, to bring about its stimulatory effects. SO
listen up guys, the male hormone has to be
changed into female hormone to bring about
masculinizing effects. U r not so macho without
female hormones.

19. Ur mitochondria ( energy source) comes from
ur mother not ur father. U R more female than u

20. Males only have testosterone and a little
quantity of estrogen as sex hormones. Females
have more, we have estrogen, progesterone and
testosterone. Mind u we have more testosterone
than u have of our estrogen.

21. There is a higher level of fatility in male

22. The Y chromosomes of males is smaller than
the X chromosome which is a female.

23. Every male is part of a female, as u carry our X
chromosomes. Thus, Every male is 50% female.

24. Although females are the ones who give birth
and concieve, more males are likely to have a
break down during pregnancy of their spouses. U
GUYS R WEAK, we go through the pain, and u
cry more than we do.

25. Before u r born a male, u r a female first for the
first 12 weeks in ur mothers womb.

26. Behind every successful man, there is a
woman. BUT behind every successful woman, is

27. The males have bigger brains than women. But
WOMEN use a higher % of their brains than men.

28. Women have lower risks of high cholesterol
levels, than males, all thanks to our monthly
periods. So women be thankful that we

29. Many males out there keep asking for virgin
brides. Honestly if u want a virgin bride, than be a
virgin urself. Don't carry STD's and give it to ur
virgin bride. She doesn't deserve it.

30. There are more good looking females out there
than males.

hydefied - @ 13:22





hydefied - @ 06:00

Monday, September 26, 2005
tired and feeling shitty

why do people make promises and eventually break them? maybe promises were meant to be broken. i dunno. people dont seem to call me back after they said they would. and i'll be like "oh fuck" maybe all my life, i am destined to wait for people. torture! bleah...

maybe i am just stupid. naive. i tend to trust people very easily. and boo..what do i get? loads of shit and crap. well..i know i am crappy, there's no need to be even more crappy than i am. i want to be the best in everything, or at least the things that i do. i am a perfectionists [sort of]. i want everything to be perfect. maybe even my 1st date needs to be perfect.

tired. started work yesterday, and my legs are hurting. my job requires me to work on weekends. phoof...there goes my weekend of fun and sleeping. this sucks but then its all for the money. i need a very rich AND smart husband next time. then i need not work

hydefied - @ 13:17

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hydefied - @ 00:00

Sunday, September 25, 2005

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hydefied - @ 23:59

Wednesday, September 21, 2005
dont hate pple. we arent all perfect

why do we hate people? you all say you hate hypocrites, when all of u are one too? contradicting. why hate? we arent perfect. you can only hate someone if you are perfect. and face it people, none of you are, therefore, you dont get the right to hate people. please do reflect upon yourself before making any "hate" remarks. it just make me sick!

to hell with everyone. goody assholes. in this world, there is no such thing as bad or good guys. its people's perspective. if i think you are good, then you are a good guy vice versa. get the picture?

we are all self centered assholes who dont realise that it is people like all of us that is destroying the world. we all think that we all good cuz we are good to our friends, boy/girl friends. what the fuck is that about. we are all sinners. dont act like an angel, or treat people that you dont like as enemy. a person will always be liked or hated by people. dont hate people, cuz there will be people hating you out there. and dont gossip or bitch about people. cuz what goes around comes around. and i pray hard that you people get something that is known as retribution and that my friend is karma. and you DESERVE it alot. you know who you are. the few people that i used to know. you can jolly well suck my dick if i have one.

may you people enjoy the fire in your afterlife, cuz you are all making a trip to hades. and that my friends(?) is retribution. and i love to see that happen!

hydefied - @ 14:01

Sunday, September 18, 2005
Eve Of Mid Autumn Festival

Also known as the "Full Moon Festival," the Mid-Autumn festival falls on the fifteen day of the eighth lunar month. At this time, the moon's orbit is at its lowest angle to the horizon, making the moon appear brighter and larger than any other time of the year. In the Western tradition, it is also called the Hunter's Moon or Harvest Moon. According to the lunar calendar, it is also the exact middle of autumn (which begins in the seventh month and ends in the ninth).

To the Chinese, this festival is similar to the American Thanksgiving holiday, celebrating a bountiful harvest. Compared to many Chinese festivals that are inundated with vibrant colors and sounds, the Mid-Autumn festival remains more subdued. Traditionally celebrated outdoors under the moonlight, people eat moon cakes and gaze at the moon. In modern times, barbecues with families and friends are also common.

Legendary Origins
Like most Chinese holidays, the mid-autumn festival is rich in oral history and legend. According to stories, Hou Yi was a tyrannical ruler who won the elixir of immortality by shooting 9 suns out of the sky with his bow. But his wife, knowing that the people's lives would remain miserable for all eternity if Hou Yi lived forever, drank the potion. The fluids made her lighter, and she floated up into the moon. Even today, Chinese like to think of the moon as home of Chang E.

A Historical Anecdote
The Mongol Hordes of Ghengis Khan subjugated the Chinese, and established the Yuan Dynasty in the 13th Century. However, many Chinese resented the fact that they were ruled by a foreign regime. In the 14th Century, Liu Bouwen helped plot the overthrow of the Yuan Dynasty by organizing resistance. Secret messages were passed along in mooncakes.

The ubiquitous fare at any Chinese celebration of the Full Moon festival, mooncakes are a flaked pastry stuffed with a wide variety of fillings. Egg Yolk, lotus seed paste, red bean paste, and coconut are common, but walnuts, dates, and other fillings can be found as well. Most have characters for longevity or harmony inscribed on the top. Special cakes can reach almost one foot in diameter

Copyright ©2000 by The Chinese Culture Center of San Francisco.

not much celebration, bored. its all the same, even chinese new year is boring but then, the part whereby i get to recieve money is exciting, the rest is still the same. oh shucks. no fun! but then whatever, at least i get holidays. therefore, i shall keep my mouth shut.

*edit. i am not making sense

lastly, Happy Mid Autumn Festival. Hope you enjoy stuffing the different varieties of moon cakes. and have fun peeps.

hydefied - @ 15:12

never believe in everything you hear

people lie. and i dun deny that i lie to get myself out of trouble. its normal. i dunno. i am not thinknig right. i am bored to fuck. lalala...all i do was paly play and play. oh..and watching tv too. yes rots your mind. everyone has been doing that since young. what's another few more years? huh huh..

damn. i hadnt seen my peeps in bout 2 weeks. its bored. hadnt really crap to the people and friends around me already. bah...its not nice. and i still miss them a hell lotsa. i am not going to update much. shall proceed to play "emperor" for now..

i'll present to you the quote of the day :

False friendship, like the ivy, decays and ruins the walls it embraces; but true friendship gives new life and animation to the object it supports. -- Richard Burton

hydefied - @ 05:32

Friday, September 16, 2005
Turn Left. Turn Right

its official. my tagboard has undergone certain "physical" changes, or plastic surgery, to emerge as a beauty. i love and adore my new tagboard. its beaUtiful. i will not rant on further.

not planning to learn japanese, seriously, too many people wanting to learn it is like "hey, it aint no fun anymore". period. what's with everyone so interested in japanese, anime and shit, well.. maybe its an interest. but then, i am not into it alot, compared to before. the reason why i was into japanese stuff was because of speed, ayumi hamasaki. the only cartoon that really i reall love is " kindaichi". maybe i am into thriller, suspense, horror or even a mix of it.

bored but then, i enjoy doing nothing either. its fun. i feel very relaxed. and relaxing is good. and yadah yadah yadah...nincompoop. i suck and i do it very well, especially my tongue. its the strongest muscle?! duh! whatever.

may i present to you the quote of the day :

Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned, Nor hell a fury like a woman scorned.
--- William Congreve (1670 - 1729)

hydefied - @ 11:00

Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Counting the number of days til school reopens

its so boring. i spend most of my time doing kiddy stuff --- Neopets. wahaha...i am bored and that do take up alot of time. spend time helping my mum do the housework. and duh! i need to get a job. i am freakingly bored and that is like shit, i can tell you.

too lazy to do my blog nor change the blogskin. cause i am happy with the layout and stuff. and thanks to my cousin, its done up properly and way better than mine. kudos to her for the great job done. yeah~ which is one of the reason why i chose not to change the blogskin. it took my cousin alot of time, well...her sleep time, slogging to get my blog such wonderful setting.

my results will out in 25 days, 600 hours, 36000 minutes, 2160000 seconds. therefore, i do pray that i can do well. though i dont have much faith in my electrical technology paper. and the math paper was a disappointment, i made a handful of mistakes. shucks. bloody freakxx....

i miss my frenz --- shuxian, yuanee, casilda --- ahh..its boring. i dont know what to do le. it sucks like shit. hur hur. i am pigging myself out and watching tv and facing the computer 24/7. unhealthy, but then, its the only way i can spend time.

gotta pack and clear stuff in my room. though its not messy, but i wanna make my room more comfy and well...just nice. bored. who wants to got to the french club camp? huh huh. who? i dont know and that sucks to the core.

i shall present to you another quote of the day.

quote of the day : If a man will begin with certainties, he shall end in doubts; but if he will be content to begin with doubts he shall end in certainties. --- Sir Francis Bacon 1561 - 1626

hydefied - @ 13:48

Monday, September 12, 2005
life is about fufilling dreams you want

Boring. The exams is officially over, but then, i am B-O-R-E-D!! Totally. Its like i have nothing much to do. Should i go job-hunting? Or what? Hmm..I think I'll think about it. And I am not going to take the language thingy next semester. I need to pay an $157++. It is not worth the money. I can easily learn japanese. Who needs lessons, when i have notes and stuff that can help me. huh huh....crap

I have no idea if i should plan for 4/7 class outing. Holy craps, it sucks totally and i cant get on hold the number of people who can make it. Sucks to the core. I dont want to think so much. It may bring about a major headache. Fffffffuuuuuuuccccccckkkkkkk.........!!!

Losers no more. Life is short. No point brooding and getting mad with those bunch of no class, irritating, suckers cum ass-wipes. Move away, assholes. crap! =/ I am one happy person with burdens off my tired shoulders. shucks

Quote of the day : Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. -- Buddha 563 BC to 483 BC

hydefied - @ 16:00

Sunday, September 11, 2005
lazy + tired = sleeping the whole day

woo-hoo...the exams is finally over. i love this feeling. freedom. no school. no work. just rest. rest and more rest! ya-hoo...nice one. but then, i hope i pass my el tech paper. i can get the answers but the problem is.....whether or not my answers are the right one. crap

life has still been rather ok. stress out due to my laziness. had to mug for both EG1 and El Tech. can only go to bed bout 1 am and still gotta drag myself outta bed at 7am. sucks..but then, its all over...i've completed my first semester, hopefully

mood swings back again due to high stress level. but then, it has subsided. so it is good. i dun wanna feel moody or shitty all the time. waste of energy, and time too. my time is precious.

note to self : plan my time-table next semester.


quote of the day : An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind. -- Buddha

+ 7 weeks. 49 days. 2940 hours. 176400 minutes and 10584000 seconds. +

hydefied - @ 09:17

Monday, September 05, 2005
i suddenly realise i hate all of you

this is damn crap. at times, i really hate everyone. at times i hate myself .this whole shitty ass-wipe stuff is so fuck up. really sucks to think and decide how i should do. times have changed. why am i so bad? and why am i so good? allowing people to exlpoit me and shit. bwahh. i feel like shit. and shit = bad. yadah yadah yadah.

do you really understand what i am feeling and going through?

gosh, will be having maths and el tech exams on friday and saturday. fffuuuccckkk!! awww man.. its back to more mugging. and this is fuck up. it really is.


__+ compassion is only for the weak +__

" what's the point of loving when my heart is cold and black"

* bloody ass-wipes, SOB, suckers *

__+ may we all rot in hell +__


hydefied - @ 07:51

Saturday, September 03, 2005
Any Takers?

met up with yixin for another discussion. feel very relaxed talking to her. =3 got my el tech lab test result back and i got an A. nice. its nice to see a good grade.

* El Tech lab --- A
* IN theory --- 60%
* OS theory --- 65%
* EPS1 lab --- 79%


i wanna go for the terry fox run. anyone interested? damn. i cant find people, well, frenz who wanna go. boo!!

Memorable quote of the day: Maybe now instead of being afraid and saying, “Well look how hard Terry tried and he’s still got cancer”, people will say, “Look at the effort he put in and he died of cancer. We’re really going to have to try hard in order to beat it, try harder than we ever have before”.
Terry Fox
Nov 24, 1980

hydefied - @ 11:00

Thursday, September 01, 2005
3 down. 2 more to go

i am so relieved now that i have cleared both IN & OS. woo so good knowing that i have passed. wasnt in a good mood today. apparantly i wasnt feeling very good. i vomited my breakfast. maybe it was something i ate....wait, or maybe it was something i drank? oh well.... whatever.

didnt went back to unity today. chose not to as i need to mug for IN. though my results wont at my expection. i passed. period! :D. life is sweet, when things go your way. anyways, my mathematics and electrical technology exams are next friday and saturday. wonderful eh? well... shucks. its back to more mugging and burning the midnight oil. oh bother.


myung chung yi!

not much happenings in my life. its still ok for now. and i am enjoying the peace now. how nice it is indeed. so dont irritate me.

quote of the day "my attitude is not my problem, your face is..."

nice one eh?

hydefied - @ 11:38