Thursday, December 30, 2004
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wAhaha...yu shi wo liao..so sick yesterday..kept sleeping..sleepin..so on choice...had to go to the doctor..high fever..39.1!! abit too high liao hor..haah..but lucky..the fever subsided liao..so at least its good news..ahh..i cant fall sick cuz next week haf to go sp sia..haha..the fever muz haf roasted my brain..i siao siao liao..hehe..sux!!

haiz..my mum,bro n i all sick..ha..now only my sis n my daddy aren't..healthy organismz! hehe..i very bad hor..call my bf over to bully him..cuz...aiyah..its not my fault...he irritated me first..ha so much excuses..no la..actually..he very good de..juz dat when i'm sick..i'm easily irritated..so he is really very good hor...he tolerates my so much!! haha..


hydefied - @ 14:39


Friday, December 24, 2004
JaY..

"wo bu ke neng zuo dao rang suo you ren dou xi huan wo, yin wei wo bing bu shi shen!" - Quoted from Jay's book, Grandeur de D Major..

very nice rite..this phrase..haha..*sob* hadnt got enuff money to by jay de " Ye Hui Mei"..i reali lyk " yi fu zi ming" the tempo..song..everything reali very nice!!

Jay Chou " Yi Fu Zi Ming" pinyin Lyrics

Wei liang de chen lou
Zhan shi hei li fu shi ban lu you wu fu zai di su
Wu nai de jue wu zhi neng geng can ku yi qie dou wei le tong wang sheng
Tang de lu
Chui bu san de wu yin mei le yi tu shei qing rou duo bu ting zhu
Huan lai bu ji ku chuan guo de zi dan jiu dai zou wen du

Wo men mei ge ren dou you zui fan zhao bu tong de zui wo neng jue ding
Shei dui shei you gai yao shen shui
Zheng lun bu neng jie jue zai yong wu zhi jing de ye
Guan diao ni de zui wei yi de en hui
Dang zai qian mian de ren dou you zui hou hui ye wu lu ke tui yi fu zhi
Ming pan jue
Na gan jue mei you gua he zi jiu xiang bian xiao bian diao lei ning shi
Zhao wan quan de hei
Zu dang bei ju man yan de bei ju hui rang wo shen zui

Di tou qin wen wo de zuo shou huan qu bei kuan shu de cheng nuo
Lao jiu guan feng qin zai jiao luo yi zhi yi zhi yi zhi ban zou
Hei se lian mu bei feng chui dong yang guang wu yan de chuan tou sa xiang
Na qun bei wo xun fu hou de shou
Chen mo de han jiao chen mo de han jiao gu dan kai shi fa xiao bu ting
Dui zhao wo chao xiao hui yi zhu jian yan shao
Ceng jing chun zhen de hua mian can ren de wen rou chu xian cui ruo shi
Jian dao wo men yi qi lai dao gao

Ren ci de fu wo yi zhui ru kan bu jian zui de guo du qing yuan liang
Wo de zi fua (a ya ya check it check it a ya)
Mei ren neng shuo mei ren ke shuo hao nan cheng shou rong yao de bei
Hou ke zhao yi dao gu du (a ya ya check it check it a ya)
Bi shang shuang yan wo you kan jian dang nian na meng de hua mian tian
Kong shi meng meng de wu (a ya ya check it check it a ya)
Fu qin qian zhao wo de shuang shou qing qing zou guo qing chen na
An an jing jing de shi ban lu (a ya ya check it check it a ya)

Na ban bo de jia hui wo ca shi le yi ye gu du de guang hui wo cai dong de gan jue
Zhu guang bu bu ting de yao huang mao tou ying zai chuang ling shang
Dui zhao yuan fang tiao wang
Tong xiang da ting de chang lang yi yang shuo bu chu de cang sang
Mei you xuan xiao zhi you zhu jing wei rao wo man man shui zhao tian
Gang gang po xiao


hydefied - @ 00:53



i'm back

haha...i'm really back!! well it was fun..bu alot had to go hospital and clinic..aiyah..very problem de..and i couldnt get enough sleep..abit sick..but lucky i'm back home..on my soft comfy bed..haz Ru Jue didnt wan me to go home..she was very sad..almost crying..so i kinda promise her that i'll go on the 24th..which is tomorrow..eh..today...now 12.34am liao..haha..

go k-box today..very fun..sing so much..play play..cuz my mummy's birthday..and i bought ayumi de new album le..haha...i LOVE "Carols"...very nice..soothing and touching..haha..i oso lyk "Game"...alot...e MTV very nice...


hydefied - @ 00:36


Wednesday, December 15, 2004
do i look happy to u?

aGaIn..aGaiN..hAzZ...oNe mOrE dAy...ONE!! mOrE dAyZz..kiNdA eXcItEd..bUt aBiT sIaNzZ..hAzZ..cOnTrAdIcTiN rItEzZ?? tSk tSk..bUt tHoSe kIdZz hOr..sUpEr bUaY tAhAn dE..hAiZz..hAvE tO wAkE uP aT 4-5 iN tHe mOrNiN.."bAbIEesIt" tHoSe "xIaO gUa"...hAzZ..

*mUaCkXx* gOnNa mIsS hIm qUiTe aLoT..CaNt sEe hIm pLaY bAdmIntOn lIaO..sEe hIm "hAo lIaN" hIs sKiLls.. aHh..cHaO bUay TaHaN..[CuZ I CaNt ReAlI PlAy BaDmINtOn..hAz..nOt mY fAuLt mAh] aLl..i Do iS dAnCe pArA pArA wItH mY sIsTa..n sOmeTiMEs mY kOr lAh...bUt hOr mY kOr qUiTe lAzY..oNlI wHeN hE's nOt pLaYiN hIs pS2 dEn hE'll jOiN uS..[bUt sHi hEn nAn dE..hAzZ..]

aHhHhHh...i mIsS mY kHiAm pA jIa zHu...eSpEcIaLly mY kHiAm pA lAo mA...n pRiNcEsS...hAzZ..vErY lOnG nEvEr tAkE nEoPrInT wId tHeM LiAo..vErY fUnNy dE...aLl tHe pOsEs..hUgGiEs...aLoTxXx..mIsS yOu gUyS aLotS eSp sHuXiAn..sIeWcHiN...sHuZhEn..aHh...i cAnT..[sOrRy] i mUzZ bE a gOod gIrlxX..lIsTeN tO mY mUmMiEe.. sEe i sOoOo gUaI rItE?? hAzZ..sOoOoOo bHb...

aNy oF mY fReNzZ wHo rEaD tHiS..mUz cAlL mE hOrXx..oR eLsE i vErY bOrEd sIa..dYiNG oF bOrEdOm..gEe..i cAnT dIe yEt..hAzZz..i gOt mY rEn sHeNg mU bIaOzZz...*mUaCkXx* *aIsHiTeRu*


hydefied - @ 05:20


Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Ayumi Hamasaki -- Because of You

hAzZ..mE aGaIn!! weLl..i sEem tO bE pUbLiShIng aLl mY fAvOuRiTe sOnGs..hAzZ..


ENGLISH:
Because of You

*My eyes met yours again, we talked a little
My heart throbbed and I hid my feelings behind a smile
As I was afraid I might not be able to go back to the times
When I had not known you
The wind has already gotten cold
Laughing voices fill the air with white breath
It may be because of the winter
That I feel like crying for nothing
I remember that night when we first met even now
* (repeat)
We have come to know each other little by little
But suddenly I find I know nothing about you
Please tell me what you feel by the time I understand it
You can even shout
My love grew when we couldn't meet
My heart ached because my voice didn't reach you
I found I couldn't go back to the times
When I had not known you
Please don't smile with such sorrowful eyes
As if you were about to be broken and disappear
What can I do, my dear?
My love grew when we couldn't meet
My heart ached because my voice didn't reach you
I find I can't go back to the times
When I didn't know you
Why sometimes I can't say honestly?
Why sometimes I can't be tender?
Why sometimes we hurt each other?
Why sometimes we check each other?
Why sometimes my heart aches so much?
Why always my heart goes out to you?
I can't think of anyone but you
I can't think of anyone but you


ROMAJI:
Because of You

*Mata me atte soshite kotoba o kawashita
Mune ga takanatte egao de kakushita
Kimi o shiranakatta koro ni
Modorenaku narisou de
Kaze ga mou tsumetaku natta ne
Waraigoe ga shiroku michiru
Wake mo naku nakete kuru no wa
Fuyu no sei kamo shirenai
Deatta yoru o ima demo oboeteru
* (repeat)
Sukoshi zutsu shitte yuku noni
Kyuu ni zenbu wakaranaku naru
Sakende mo ii tsutawaru made tsutaete
Aenai jikan ni omoi ga tsunotta
Todokanai koe ni kokoro ga itanda
Kimi o shiranakatta koro niModorenaku natte ita
Douka sonna fuu ni kanashige na hitomi de
Kowaresou ni kiesou ni warawanai de
Nee boku ni wa nani ga dekiru
Aenai jikan ni omoi ga tsunotta
Todokanai koe ni kokoro ga itanda
Kimi o shiranakatta koro ni
Modorenaku natte iru
Doushite tokidoki sunao ni ienai
Doushite tokidoki yasashiku narenai
Doushite tokidoki kizutsuke atteru
Doushite tokidoki tashikame atteru
Doushite tokidoki konnani kurushii
Doushite itsudemo konnani itoshii
Kimi ja nakya dame de
Kimi ja nakya dame de


hydefied - @ 19:52



mE..aGAIN

haiz..ayumi hamasaki de new album "my story" will be officially released tomorow..suckz..cuz i'll be in camp..well..help out all the xiao guaz..ha...

# support ayumi hamasaki de 2003-2004 concert and also her new album "My Story"
# support Jay Chou de "Qi Li Xiang" and "Grandeur de D Major" book
# support Shinhwa de " Brand New" album

Sheesh...no money...jobless...rotting at home..lucky got this camp to help me spend my time more meaningfully lorz.. ^0^ haZz..suddenly ask every one to support my fav artistes..haz.. buay tahan sia... ^0^


hydefied - @ 17:59



ayumi..ayumi

anyone of you noe where to download ayumi hamasaki de "carols" mp3...let me noe..pls..haZz..i manage to find her lyrics for carols liao


ENGLISH:
CAROLS
Do you remember the first day we met even now?
You looked abashed, hanging your head.
And turning your eyes away
I wonder when such a manner became so dear to me
It makes me feel a little nostalgic
Don't you feel so?
Many seasons have passed by
With quick steps since then
(*) When the white snow colors the city
Let me stay by your side
Though I may bother you
Again and again
We talked overnight about our future and the moments
I felt they were so dazzling and precious
Tears welled up in my eyes
When I thought it would be nice
That I could forgive my past some day
(**) When the white snow melts
And the city becomes vivid and colorful
I like to keep you closest
To my heart
The days we couldn't understand each other and parted
The days of tears, the days of smiling faces
Whatever may happen and whatever mood you may be in
I'll always accept you
(*) repeat
(**) repeat


ROMAJI:
CAROLS
Hajimete atta hi wo Ima mo oboeteiru?
Tereta you ni kimi wa utsumuite
Me wo sorashite bakari datta ne
Sono shigusa wo totemo
Itoshiku omou you ni
Natta no wa itsu no goro datta kana
Nanda ka natsukashii ne
Yagate ikutsumo no kisetsu ga
Bokutachi no mae wo ashibaya ni toorinuketa
(*) Shiroi yuki ga machi wo someru goro ni mo
Kimi no soba ni isasete
Watashi korekara mo
Komarasete bakari ka mo shirenai kedo
Yodooshi hanashiteta Mirai da to ka ima ga
Amari ni watashi ni wa mabushikute
Toudoku kanjite ita
Itsuka kako wo yuruseru hi ga
Kuru to ii no ni to omottara namida afureta
(**) Shiroi yuki ga tokete machi ga
Azayaka ni irodorareru goro mo
Koushite kimi no koto ga
Daiji de shikata nai watashi de itai
Wakariaenai mama Surechigatta hi mo
Namida no hi Soshite egao afureru hi mo
Sou donna toki datte
Donna kimi de atte mo
Itsumo uketomeru yo
(*) repeat
(**) repeat


hydefied - @ 17:28




hAz..oFfIciaLly sIngLe..bUt dUn sEeM tO bE eNjOyIn iT...iF i sAy i waS..bOi..i'M lYiN..hAzZ..cUrReNtLy rOtTinG aT hOme..[oIii..nOt mY fAuLt..jObS aRe hArD tO fInd] hEhE..aCtUaLi..aLtHoUgH i lYk mY fReNz..i dO mIsS hIm lOtSa... ^0^... *aIsHiTeRu* hAhAzZ..vErY pRobLeMaTic hOr...[bEaR wId mE k?]cuRrEnTly..

1 mOrE dAyYiIeEe..eXcItEd!!! yIpPiEeEee...i'll miss my rOom..my pillow...my mashimaro..my cd.. esp my tv..cuz i want to watch smurfs..suddenly fell in lurrrrvvvv wid it..really did..hahaz..i lyk gRumpy smurf..eh..is his name grumpy?? cant rmb..haha...nvm lahh.he's so kawaii..ad oso brainy...all so kawaii..

aYumi..ayumi...why never come s'pore de...i want to go to ur concert!! oso buy e concert merchandise..my sis..haiz..crazy over toshiie & matsu...force me to find yutaka takenouchi de photo..but nvn..he's a shuai ge.. *droolin* oso..takashi sorimachi..ahH...nObUNagA!!! sO shuai..but e show abit po po ma ma..so very sianzz..i miss kindaichi..i miss tsuyoshi dohmoto!! hmmm...hEhe...

aiyoh...still not sleepin at 1 am...haz..not my fault...wake up at 12pm!! so cant slp now..gee..aiyoh.. lyk very naughty hor..haha..but its ok la..i'm used to it..only scared my mummie will scold me.. ^0^


hydefied - @ 16:57



mE..mE...ME....[zI lian kwang]

ahA..wAh lAu..diS bLog hOr cHaO dIfFiCuLt..cUz i vErY nEvEr lOng never meddle on these iT stuff...so its lyk..se san...rusty liao..hazz..lucky still got rebecca lah..i so lucky..ha *arigato*

hAiz...tomorrow have to go fa hua shi liao..abit sian..but abit excitin also cuz its been quite a whlie since i last went there lorz..now "pei" my sista watchin "toshiie & matsu"..wah lau..so sianz..cant believe my sister can watched it..so po po ma ma..i'll go crazy..haz..but dun worry.. i wont..cuz i'm not watchin..

can only return on wed..22nd dec..haz..cant get to see my bro..aiyah...wasted..cant see how he looks lyk..without hair...sheesh...fcuk!! lucky now got digital cam..so at least can send to e-mail..o god..dunno hom i'm gonna survive in there cuz no internet access..


hydefied - @ 15:15



man. be gd to ur gf!!

aiyoh..only 2..2!! more days left..wednesday have to go fa hwa shi liao..can only come back on the 22nd december..haizz..but nevertheless..although i feel kinda sianzZ bout it..i'm kinda excited..[the same feeling my brother experience when he was going to tekong] hAzZ..so sianz..cuz i dun get to see my bro when he comes back on the 18th..i am really very curious to see him...well..without hair..hAzZ..

now so bored..rotting at home currently..hAzZ..i juz dunno wad job to find..but then..jobs are very hard to find these days..so not my fault mah..not that i never find..haZz..excuses..excuses..excuses..hehe..i got nothing better to do..keep playing the sims2...kenna addicted to the game liao..haha..

i really like him..well..but i dunno wad to do..cuz i feel so confused..he's my frenzZ..i dun wan2 lose a frenship..cuz at times i would prefer frenship to relationship..i dun wan2 lose my fren..but i've kinda develope a crush for him..ahH...i'm so stupid hor..haizZ..my fren de boyfren always bully my fren de..he reali very bad lorz..blaxX..crappy lorz..why cant he treasure her..irritating man!! aiyoh..wad a jackass..always making her cry..so my perception about man right now..is rather bad..so i'm waiting for a someone to change this mind set of mine..haZz...ze shi bu ke neng..hehe..


hydefied - @ 12:00


Monday, December 13, 2004
recent happenings

hA..kinda sianz lorz..last wednesday...8th dEc lah..mY kOr officiallY go aRmy liAozZ..haha..can gEt lOng seRvice awArd aT nGee aNn pOly liao..sTudy for 4 and 1/2 yeArs sIa..vEry lOng hOr?? hAha..sO gOt a cHance tO gO "oVeRsEaS"..nO lAh..jUz gO pUlau tEkOng onlI laH..nOt so mUch $$..alThough i'Ve fInallY cOmpleTed mY "o" lIaozZ..( yEa!!! fInalLy..cAn gEt out oF Unity lIaozZ..) sO sIanZ..aCtUaLly plan tO go aUstralia dE..bUt cancelled!! haIz..never mind..lucKy my sIs rEquestEd to go jApAn nExt yEaR..lAlAla..i am rEalI loOkiN fOrwArd..yUp..a nEw yEar aHeaD..haHa..cuz..bY fEb can gEt hOnGbAo liao..got income sia..

tHis year reali so horrible..first..i'Ve loSt a fRenZz..bUt i pAched uP wId sHuxIan..nEver reaLi exPecT tHiS dAy tO hApPen..cUz i tHoUghT tHis fReNsHip iS mEi yOu kE nEng liao..bUt i'M gLaD..luV alL mY fRenz for bEing dErE fOr mE, eSpecIaLly aFteR wAd haD haPeN tO y.C haIzZzz..hAhA..aHh..dIs wEd mUz gO fA hWa sHi..hAiz..cAnt geT tO sEe my kOr wHo's cOmIn bAcK oN e 18th..sHeesh..wAsted..i'm lookin forward to sEe hOw he look lYk..bLahxXx..sUx wOr..wAstEd!!! tEkoNg wAs fUn..FuN..FUN!! sErious loRz..e bEd dAt mY kOr gEt tO sLeEp in Is sO cOmfY!! eVeN bEtTa dEn mIne ( hA..sO jEaLous!!) bUt e obStaCke cOurse daT hE hAs tO cOmPleTe was lyK..sHeEsh..so tOugH..i'Ll dEfInIteLy!! fAil dE..hAHa..vErY sCaRy!! bUt tHe tRiP aRoUnd tHe cAmPus wAs qUite "eDucAtIonal"..aNd cAn get tO sEe aLoT oF "sHuAi gE"..hAndSomE bOi(s).. ^0^ oOoOoO...*dRoOliN*

tHiS yEaR gOt OlYmpIc..hAha..gOt e "oLympIc cRazE" aMong mY fReNZz..hAha..eeVerYdAy iN sChOol taLk aBouT e lAtEst hApPeniN..oSo..nOt eNerGy tO stUdY..cUz eVerY nItE sTay uP tIl 3-4 aM..jUz tO sTay "uPdAtEd".. hAhA..wAtCh aLmOsT eVeRy maTch..eSp..sUsIlo N jIa wEi dE gAme..sO veRy saD..wHen jIa wEi aNd sUsIlo lOst.. bUt hOr..sUsIlo lOst tO bOonSak..tHe tHaI bAdmIntOn pLayEr i lYk dE..sO..fEeL sAd cUz sUsIlO lOst bUt oSo hAppy Cuz bOonSak wIn..vEry cOntrAdIctIn hOr? haHa..bUt i mOrE hApPy..cUz mY rEn sHeNg mU bIaO wIn..(mUz jIa yOu wOr..) aHh..bUt i eNjOy sYncHroNisEd sWimMinG n gYmnAstiC mOst cUz i cAn dO neItHer.. hA..nO xI wAng lIaozZ..hAhA..nO mOnEy tO bUy aYumI hAmAsAkI dE cOncErT!!! sO dIsAppOintEd sIa..nO mOneY tO bUy mP3 pLayEr aLsO.. hAiZ..bRoKe lIaO..

vErY lOnG nEvEr mEeT uP wId mY kHiAm pA jIa zHu mEmbEr lIao..aHh..mIsS yOu gUys lOtsA. aNd oSo sHuXiAn..wAnGcHiN..loTsA yOu gUys..mUaCkXx..gOnNa mIsS tHe dAyS..hAizZ..tImE rEaLi fLiEs..sO mAnY tHiNgS tO tAlK..bUt dUnNo wAd tO sAy..hAha..i'M sOoOo cOntRadIcTinG..hA..i tHiNk aLoT oF pPle wIlL gEt iRriTaTeD ( hAzZ..i fOrgOt dIs iS a pUbLiC jOuRnAl) hAzZ..pAiSeH sIa..sOrRy ^0^ gEe..mY lIfe vErY pRobLemAtIc sIa..

hAte mY nEigHbOurS uPsTaIrS..kEeP dRiLliNg..wAh lAu..5aM iN tHe mOrnIn..kEeP hAmMeRin..gO aNd sLeEp lAh.. cOmE aNd dIstUrb mY slEeP..hAzZ..i sO bAd sIa..bUt mY mUm's bEtTa tHan mE..dUn pLay plAy hOr..mY mUm vErY sCaRy wHen shE's AnGry!! hAzZ..


hydefied - @ 13:22