Thursday, February 24, 2005

Boonsak during his schooling years Posted by Hello

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

ME+Karen+yUanEe Posted by Hello

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ME+Karen+yUanEe Posted by Hello

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ME+Karen+yUanEe Posted by Hello

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ME+Karen+yUanEe Posted by Hello

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005 what i call true love

I once had a friend who grew to be very close to me. Once when we were sitting at the edge of aswimming pool, she filled the palm of her hand with some water and held it before me, and said this: "You see this water carefully contained onmy hand? It symbolizes Love." This was how I saw it:

As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to remain there, it will always be there. However, if you attempt to close your fingers round it and try to posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it find. This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love...they try to posses it, they demand, they expect... and just like the water spilling out of your hand, love will retrieve from you. For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are people you love, allow them to be free beings.

Give and don't expect.
Advise, but don't order.
Ask, but never demand.

It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to truly practice. It is the secret to true love. To truly practice it, you must sincerely feel no expectations from those who you love, and yet an unconditional caring.
Passing thought...

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away.....

My friend,
Care for your love, as he/she is your life partner and especially a human being, Don't treat them like an asset as what to do & what not to do. Instead make them understand whats good andwhats bad for them and make them realise the facts.

Enjoy your love and make them feel special about you.

hydefied - @ 11:37

Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Ashlee Simpsons "LaLa"

Ashlee Simpson

You can dress me up diamonds
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a line-man
I like it better when it hurts

Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

You can meet me on an airplane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boom-a-rang
I'll come back and beat you up

Oh, I have waited here for you
Dont, keep me waiting

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright, with you
Cuz you hold, my secrets tight
You do,
You do

You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be your french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la

hydefied - @ 16:02

Monday, February 14, 2005

kinda sick and tired bout using "alicia ang" all e time..i am crazy..keep printing boonsak's photo..i know..i know..i am obsessed with him..bu who gives a damn..i lyk him..ha..i show u more of his photo..

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Sunday, February 13, 2005

You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love. You can't help but sigh when you see to people kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go over board and believe in a small steady relationship at first so that it can grow. You also like to think that you can have that kiss that puts you into a portal and you can't get back until he/she stops.

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Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care for others over yourself. However, many people appreciate your caring side and would rather stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and take advantage of you. You always try to see the good in everyone and try not to hate. Also, you have sharp insight and a great personality. Calm, serene, and understanding, you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to people in need. Don't change your sweet nature, your constant being-there can save a life.
I suggest your go into a field that centers around working with others such as a doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard, or Teacher. If none of these occupations interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that there are plenty of oppertunities out there for you. Posted by Hello

hydefied - @ 23:47

Wish you weren't. You wish that you could just escape to the little world that your mind has created. You like fantasy and anime, anything that is far away from reality. My tip to you, embrace reality, your dream world isn't real, even if it is more appealing than this one. Who knows, maybe you'll pick up an intrest that is down-to-earth.

Your anime eyes: purple with a gold tint

Your anime hair: Black with multicolored highlights Posted by Hello

hydefied - @ 23:42

You're like me ^.^ You feel alone sometimes, but you will survive. Just remember that you got alot of friends that will help you get trough when you got problems.Think more positive ^_~ If you don't have friends, you have to be carefull, depression isn't far away... Plzz rate...  Posted by Hello

hydefied - @ 02:12

You are a hopeless romantic like me. ^_^ You dream about whoever all day (rarely anything else);) Don't worry it's not a bad thing believe me. So what's holding you back! Go get 'em!  Posted by Hello

hydefied - @ 02:10

Your angel seeks for the truth. Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the kind of person who values honesty more than most things in this world. You are strong-willed, and a bit stubborn at times. In love, you seek for someone who will understand you, and never cheat on you. This would probably hurt you a lot, as it would to a lot of people. But it would probably hurt you the most. You are brutally honest, and you voice your opinions a lot. Go you! Posted by Hello

hydefied - @ 02:07

Your inner soul is calling for help! You always seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior, but in all reality you are hurt inside and bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you wonder why are you still here when there is nothing left? You use to once be a happy, loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and seems like it never can be fixed again. However, you have yet seemed to realize that there are people out there that deeply care for you. They secretly have a thing for you because they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest person in the world! You like to enjoy your time by yourself expressing your feelings through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe. Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where you can hide out, hidden from those who gave you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have some fun! Never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with your smile :) Posted by Hello

hydefied - @ 02:02

You are a Ballerina. You are the classic princess between all, you have an opinion about almost everything, your friends respect you and see you as a role model cuz you are always in your way up. Your ideal man is someone who respects the successful and intelligent woman you are. Posted by Hello

hydefied - @ 01:59

this was me..the ans in quizilla Posted by Hello

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Family Posted by Hello

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my baby niece..cute rite? Posted by Hello

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my favourite!! i dunno..he juz look very very shuai in this pic..guys in sports gear..oh so handsome *drools* Posted by Hello

hydefied - @ 00:26

You are a spring. You are very mellow most of the time except for the caffine season (which is year round) but you are also a very nice person. When people tick you off though God better save them. lol You are a fairly socialable person because people know you won't get mad too easy or seem to. But you are a very nice peron over all. ^-^  Posted by Hello

hydefied - @ 00:23

Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said being young was a bad thing? You have a keen understanding of whats good in life and choose to remain happy rather than get too upset over things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love as you are you will make a wonderful parent if and when you choose to grow up. Love is a mystery because you only want friends not love interests, games are better than relationships with the opposite sex. You have what everyone is searching for, that so called 'fountain of youth' deep inside. You can come across as naive and childish at times. But who cares what they think, lets go play tag!  Posted by Hello

hydefied - @ 00:21

You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean. You never overreact or panic in a bad situation and you always know what to do. Everyone goes to you for advice because you never lose your head so your very reliable. You tend to take everything in stride, like in school your moto is just sit back and relax not to say you dont pay attention and work, but you dont overexert yourself. Even though people come to you for counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite, your not good with making new friends, but your extremely close to the ones you have. Remember its ok to put your emotions out there even though there is a chance they might get hurt. Also in school sometimes its good to stress out a little, just because you think you dont need to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also try to push yourself more even though you might be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be better. Check out my new YYH Series ~A Bleeding Heart~ Posted by Hello

hydefied - @ 00:20

You like the ones that understand you. Posted by Hello

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In your eyes, people see brightness in everything.... and I mean... EVERYTHING! You're so optimistic and think of everything as just a new adverture! You're very energetic, happy, fun, and loving. Everyone seems to want to be just like you because you're a great example of people who live life to its fullest! You don't really have a sanctuary... That is... Besides the whole world >.< You love to have a good time and enjoy yourself among your friends, family, even strangers or by yourself! However, being so happy and energetic can also be your downfall... Some people might see you as a crazy person who doesn't take anything seriously, but that's so not true! Just because you see life better than them doesn't give them the right to act crabby. Keep living life to its fullest and hopefully you can drag some other people along with you ^-^ Posted by Hello

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Saturday, February 12, 2005
me..dat's wad they say in quizilla

~*~*~*~*~UNIQUE~*~*~*~*~ You are different. You're the type of person that is easily spotted in a crowd. You have a radiant personality. You probably go through a lot of mood swings from happy to lonely, angry to sad, loving to spiteful, and so on. Be aware that your sudden change in personality may offend some people. People like to be around you because you are genuine and relaxed. You seem at peace with yourself and you give off that "what you see is what you get" vibe. That's a good thing because your general audience will feel relaxed and at ease knowing that they too can be themselves with out having to worry. Try not to judge others on their appearance. It's not nice. Over all you're a spirited person who enjoys having a good time! Good for you! :o)

hydefied - @ 13:14

Wednesday, February 09, 2005
so fast...its CNY le

haiz..time really flies lorz..cuz its already Feb..which means very soon will get o level result le!!! ah!!! me really so scared..

haha..last thurs went to bugis with yuanee...wemt to take so many neoprints..break out record liao..haha...

hydefied - @ 02:17

Tuesday, February 01, 2005
All about me..Me..ME!!!!!!

this is basic stuff bout nothing better to do stupid things..

first name: Ang
middle name: Wan
last name: Chin
nicknames: Lucifer
gender: XX Chromosomes
age: 16
birthday: 22/06/1988
height: 158cm
hair color: black
do you wear glasses or contacts: Glasses
do you have braces: and pay $2000? No..
is your hair long or short: Short
where were you born: Sg
current location: Still in sg
zodiac sign: Cancer
how many languages do you know: 4
bad habits: Eh..too many
piercings you have: None
piercings you want: None
tattoos you have: none.
tattoos you want: None
today's date: 31/01/2005
the time: 1958hrs

mother's name: Doreen
father's name: Eng Hwa
brothers name: Shawn
sisters name: Karen
favorite aunt: 4th Aunt
favorite uncle: 4th Uncle
favorite grandparent: ???
worst relative: Mostly from my daddy de side de..
best relative: Family
do you get along with your parents: Yes
does anyone in your family understand you?: Mummy

do you have any pets: Yes
what are their names: Pui & Puai

are you still in school: Yes
favorite grade: A1
least favorite grade: F9
favorite teacher: Arul, Pat Koh
least favorite teacher: a lot
favorite subject: English, His3
Least favorite subject: Maths
play any sports on the school's team: No
do/did you do any extracurricular activities: Ya.
favorite memory: Taking neoprint with my Khiam Pa Jia Zhu

number: 2
clothing brand: no pref
shoes: slipper
tv show: Too Many
vegetable: well..
fruit: mango, banana..
movie: Spiderman
actor: Takashi Sorimachi, Tobey Maguire
actress: Catherine Zeta Jones, Nicole Kidman
candy: ..err..
gum: Peppermint Flavored
Scent: I don’t apply de..
candy bar: snickers, mars, twix
ice cream flavor: Vanilla, Peppermint
color: pink, blue
season: Autumn
holiday: Chinese New Year
rapper: Eminem
type of music: J-pop, K-pop, Classical, Punk Rock
thing in your room: closet, bed, diaries, table, stuffed toys :)
place to be: Home
radio station: 98.7FM
overall food: No pref
fast foodLJS, Mos
shape: Heart
country: Japan, Canada, Switzerland
state: Toronto, Tokyo, Hokkaido
boys name: Adam, Chris
girls name: Annette, Claire
mall: Lot 1
board game: Cluedo, Game Of Life
swear word: Fuck
month: June, December

whats the first thing that comes to mind when you hear
eminem: rapper
dog: cute!
hot: Sexy
nsync: Justin
orange: Arg..
fuck: Duh..
black: mysterious
rainbow: Semi-circle thingy with 7 colors
cherry: no
cucumber: Yuck
shark: Crunch
lifehouse: err
bat: A type of food
leather: Attitude
whip: Cat Woman
america: Bush
water: refreshing
volcano: explosive

this or that
rock or rap: rock
rock or pop: Pop
rock or r&amp;amp;b: RnB
rock or metal: Metal
rap or pop: Rap
rap or r&b: r&b
rap or metal: Metal
pop or r&b: pop
linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
tool or korn: none
selena or jennifer lopez: Neither
hot or cold: Cold
winter or summer: Winter
shakira or britney: Shakira
icp or eminem: eminem
mtv or vh1: mtv
buffy or angel: Buffy!
dawson's creek or gilmore girls: neither
football or basketball: basketball
orange or red: red
yellow or green: yellow
purple or pink: pink
inside or outside: inside
weed or alcohol: alcohol
tattoos or piercings: neither
prep or punk: Punk
slut or whore: Whore

private life
do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Yes
crush: Yes
do you love anyone right now: Yes
have you ever been in love: Yes
how many people broke your heart: er..
do you go by looks or personality: Personality
ever kiss a friend: Yes
do you smoke: no
do you smoke weed: no
beer good or beer bad: bad
are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: I dun drink
do you like smirnoff ice: no
prefer beer or liquor: beer

would you ever
bungee jump: No
sky dive: yeah
swim with dolphins: Mayb
scuba dive: maybe
go rock climbing: yeah
eat shit for $1,000,000: depends
steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: Never
cross-dress: Yes
lie to the police: depends
run from the police: depends
walk up to a stranger and kiss them: no
walk out of a restaurant without paying: 4got to pay

have you ever
been to michigan: no
gotten really REALLY wasted: no
gone to jail or juvi: no
skateboarded: no
stolen anything: yeah?
pegged someone in the head with a snowball: nope
broken a beer bottle: no...
gotten into a bar, under-aged: no..
kissed someone of the same sex: yes
gone on a road trip: no
been to a concert: yes
been to another country: ya..Thailand, Malaysia, hong kong
talked back to an adult: yea..
got pulled over: pulled over?? no
broke a law: yeah..
given money to a homeless person: ya
cried to get out of trouble: yeah
kissed a friend's brother or sister: no..
kissed a brother or sister's friend: no..

what do you think...
about pop music: nice melody
about boy bands: sappy boring love songs
about flag burning: idiots
about rock/metal music: rocking my world
where do you think you'll be in 10 years: doing nothing.bored
who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: close frens

what did you do
last birthday: went K-box
last weekend: stay at home
Christmas: celebrate mummy’s b’day
Thanksgiving: ..err..dun celebrate

the last
thing you ate: Bread
thing you drank: water
thing you wore: t-shirt & shorts
place you went: my room
person you saw: my mum
person you talked to: my sis
song you heard: ..err..cant rmb

what are you eating: nothing
what are you drinking: water
what are you wearing: same stuffs
any shoes on: none
hair: normal
listening to: nth

yes or no
are you a vegetarian: yeah
do you like cows:
are you a bitch: at times
are you artistic: no
are you a fast runner: no
can you ski: no
are you british: nope
do you want to spear britney: times
did you ever give barbie a haircut: ya
would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: why noT?
do you think disney creators were on acid when they made alice in wonderland: no..
are you straight: Yes of course
are you short: Yes, always...
are you tall: yeah
do you own a bright blue shirt: no
how about pink pants: no
are you evil: 100%
did you ever know someone who had a mullet: no
do you like marilyn manson: never
do you shop at hot topic: no

random questions
if you could be any animal, what would you be: bird
if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: bread
do you remember any of your dreams: depends
do you dream in color or black and white: colour
do you admit when you need help with a problem: it depends
can people read you like a book: no
what's your biggest fear: myself
do you talk a lot: depends
are you afraid of clowns: no
do you like spiders: kinda
how about grape kool-aid: ..
can you drive: underage
are you spoiled: no
are you anti-social: depends

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