Tuesday, October 16, 2018
it is still you

I thought I have gotten over you. Time and time again Eileen ask me if you're in the past and I always say, ya ya ya, he is in the past now.

But the HHN8 came and the feelings come back again. Why? Maybe all this while I thought I have gotten over you was a lie, it is just suppressed down. I really want to give up but that part of me do not want to let go.

typing this makes me want to cry a loads. I know some of my friends tell me I should not give up but there is something that is stopping me, and that is them. Your friendship with them...

I need to let you go, I cannot hold onto that little thing about you and make it worse for me.

I hope my feelings for you will start to go away and I don't want to be that sad emo person all over again....

我以为我放下了但仍然还是对你如此执着。我好怕好累。我已经不认识现在的自己了。对你的喜欢好苦好痛。


Hydefied @ 15:49