Monday, September 26, 2005
tired and feeling shitty
why do people make promises and eventually break them? maybe promises were meant to be broken. i dunno. people dont seem to call me back after they said they would. and i'll be like "oh fuck" maybe all my life, i am destined to wait for people. torture! bleah...
maybe i am just stupid. naive. i tend to trust people very easily. and boo..what do i get? loads of shit and crap. well..i know i am crappy, there's no need to be even more crappy than i am. i want to be the best in everything, or at least the things that i do. i am a perfectionists [sort of]. i want everything to be perfect. maybe even my 1st date needs to be perfect.
tired. started work yesterday, and my legs are hurting. my job requires me to work on weekends. phoof...there goes my weekend of fun and sleeping. this sucks but then its all for the money. i need a very rich AND smart husband next time. then i need not work
Hydefied @ 13:17