lost track of time ever since i hadnt been working. well..yeah~ i finally realise i am so boring that guys dun find me interesting. what the hell do you want from us girls? to be easy? so that you can bed them easily? guys are not as simple. they're cunning.

maybe i should be gay man. easy. to hell with true love. no such thing as that anymore. both guys and gals cant be trusted. fuck you, arse-holes.

if i say my life has been very good, then i am lying. there has been many ups and downs. but the great thing was that i have finally met up with both shuxian and yuanee. it has been ages since we last met. so yea~ it was very very fun. there is two sides to a person. when i am fun, i can really be fun, out-going and when i am boring, i can bore you like hell. and you'll get sick and tired of my boring attitude. then if you dun like it, then you can jolly well fuck off, and i mean it!

whatever the case is, love isnt physical, you dun love a girl because she's beautiful on the outside. that isnt love, that is just lusting over physical beauty. what matters is the inside, isnt it? but then, it seems that many dun seem to know this knowledge. all they yearn for their partner is that he/she is sexy, beautiful. i dun deny i am attracted by handsome man. but by the end of the day, its the down to earth and faithful ones that i want to have. physical beauty is only for a period of time. we all grow old. and by around age 70. physical beauty will all vanish.

shallow bastards. all you care of is woman who are beautiful, willing to have sex with you and give you pleasure. fuck you. making me sick. everytime i talk to one, the topic always will lead to sex, sex and more sex. what man want from women is nothing but sex. they dun treat us as human, we're more like a thing/product to satisfy their sexual needs.

lastly, i may start to hate men!