Thursday, December 01, 2005
UNITE!
its not the same anymore. i find that i have lost a friend of whom i can confide to. i guess wrong decision results in disaster. its so different. i dont know how i should initiate the talking, the everything. in confusion. dilemma
maybe that's how complicated between relationship, friendship and even kinship. once something is done, no matter good or bad, it can never be undone. maybe relationship do break down like that. confusing..so i rather not pay too much attention to that. relationship, bgr isnt my priority.
going to pia my report soon. met ms suzanne early before. told her i was in rather deep shit. i may produce a rather shitty report. but then i do remember the essay she showed us. the quote still rings in my mind "take it bird by bird, buddy, bird by bird" something like that.
dharma talk was very interesting and appealing to me. its more open and i can relate to the instructor easily. great!
:D
i hope all would be fine soon.... the same like before....
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Hydefied @ 13:26