Tuesday, July 18, 2006
tasking
Time really pass so fast. Another week has gone by, and it's a new week. So many things are happening so fast, and sudden that I feel so depressed about it~ Sometimes I do feel like crying but yet I try my best to hold the tears back. Crying is a sign of weakness, and I don't want this weakness to show. sigh~
I get irritated easily lately, be it just a casual remark, action. I feel angered by such things. :( I may come across as being petty, but sometimes please do be considerate about people's feelings. Sometimes, people just say stuff that cuts you deep, yet they don't feel remorseful about it, what's worse is we have others also adding on and on thinking it's a joke! Many of times, I feel like just screaming and slapping them, yet I don't wanna ruin this friendship BUT then, they don't know their limits!!!! :( They can insult you from your size and all the way to your interest, beliefs and even crushes. Sadded~
Lately, I guess part of my frustration came from the IS project, because somethings we just don't see the same, and I get rather pek chek trying to get my point across. Plus the time when we had to do the filming, and there was some dispute over it...well, I guess my anger actually got the better of me...and I just flare up. :(
Part of the reason I decided to password it is more like to keep it more private, some things I just don't wanna share with any Tom, Dick and Harry. Neither do I want people to pass sarcastic remarks or even insults. Maybe I should try changing my URL. :'(
I don't hate my life, but the people around me!
ARGHH!!!
BAHHH!!!!!
Hydefied @ 20:00