Friday, April 13, 2007
A lil bit of something
Been thinking through quite a lot. I realised how much I've changed over the years. Like what Te-oh said wrote to me, I was once a very jovial, happy-go-lucky person. However, over the years...I've changed tremendously. As time passed by me, I grew rather tempremental, I couldn't even tell my problems...All I did was kept the problems deep down within my heart and with so many problems down there, the mood swings started acting up. I lost my temper over trivia matters...I brought heart breaks to the people around me. Most importantly, I got rather sensitive...every lil gesture, words would cut deep into me. I wanted to cry, but tears just flowed back down...my eyes wont get watery...I really don't know why. It's saddening.
Thinking back into the past was just too frightening. Yet again, I missed those happy times..but it'd never come back to my side. All that is left would have just been memories...most time, i wished that the memories would just be erased. I wanna smile like I mean it, I wanna look into his eyes and get the courage to say I love him. sSigh.
Well, back to the more happy things. Pictures are still on the way...over 300+ and trying to do a collage on the nicer pictures that we took. (: Cheers. I hope you all had fun~ It's Friday the 13th
Hydefied @ 01:33