Really don't see this thing going any further from where we are now. Sometimes I really don't understand you and you too of me. Sadly, things aren't the same as it was 5 years ago. Although I say this will be very open, I really don't want it to be! I know its really hard and I am always in this moodswing that drives you nuts but I'm trying. I wanna forget all the things I imagine you with someone else somewhere else. I don't wanna smile at you and tell you that everything is alright when it obviously isn't..Sometimes reassurance isn't good enough...I know I should stop whining and be more understanding, thoughtful..but sometimes I wish I can be that whiny, unthoughtful person. ): I really want things to go back to where it has started. Happy, carefree and uncomplicated!!! Maybe it's not meant to be?? Sigh~

Strange strange strange! I don't like to be affected by these things. I knew this will happen one day but that rebellious side just wanna take a plunge into it. Playing with fire is cool until you get burnt. Pain sets you into reality..that really sucks loads! )):

Just heard from sis that we may have to go over London ~Vesak Day for the concert and it should be fun!! Something worth being happy about. Going there means going Japan next year, since I don't think there will be sufficient leave, right?

Will be going out with LXL next Friday. Ermm...yeah...like that lah. Nothing to be excited about^ Just casual outing only lor :P

Gotta learn to let go. If it's not meant to be, it will never be!!

^she insist I don't get so excited about it