Friday, April 20, 2012
Goals
This will be my emo-rant post
I have no goals in life, no planning and no ambitions. I have no one I wanna marry and I have no inspiration to go back to the books.
I think my life is spiraling down into a loserish way and I feel really sad. I almost felt like crying yesterday because I was hit with a fact that I don't know what I want in life and I have not planned my future. At least my sister wants to go uni, at least Yuan Ee has gotten her degree, as least Eugene is studying now, Hui Min is pursuing her studies in Chinese medicine in Beijing, Peiru is planning to get married and Shirley Loo has started a family. BUT here I am still in a daze, in a trance. ABSOLUTELY no idea what I wanna achieve, what I intend to do in my life.
Sigh~ typing this makes me wanna cry again. I'm pms-ing in a terrible moodswing. Even Fridays are not making me feel any better!!
I need to stop walloping in self-pity. Seriously fucked up >.<
I HATE MY LIFE
I HATE MY JOB
I NEED TO CHANGE MY PERCEPTION IN LIFE!
I NEED TO HAVE A GOAL AND PURPOSE IN LIFE!
HWAITING
Hydefied @ 11:12