seriously, i am starting to hate every single person around me. its like hello, i didnt mean to not answer all u people's call, just that you call when i am either not in e room, the phone is not with me, or i am busy...or i am too pissed off to answer. and i get scolded for, blame for everything. fucking people. i really should get my number change and get disconnected with the world when i am at home, doing what i enjoy doing.

i have been getting more and more frustrated and pissed of easily, but i try to stay in control so as to not jeopardise the friendships.....but people just go on and on...i get blame because i cant attend to help out at school events, i get blame when i didnt answer the calls, i get blame for deserting my friend, i get blame whatever you dun like. FUCK YOU ALL. no wonder i am getting fucking irritated with everybody...

projects pissed me off...and i have more people to add on...and hello...doesnt mean i smile and laugh with you means that i like you. arses....dawg! everyone just wants me to understand them, but do they understand me? NO!! they only ASSUME to have understood me. i have to put up with their shitty moods. and when i get moody, i might be labelled as a girl with attitude problem.

idiots, suckers, fuckers. no wonder i am starting to hate everyone around me. i feel like shit, and i dun think people are willing to find out why cuz they assume i am fine, as i am always laughing and bla bla bla. and like i would like to emphasize that doesnt mean i joke and have fun with you, means i really like you.

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FUCK!