irritating freaks. they choose to wait and do things for me, and yet they have the guts to complain bout it, and bitch-ed behind me. its like it takes two hands to clap, i know i am at fault too, but why shift all the blame to me and still claim dun wanna hurt me. oh the irony, make me wanna laugh.

thus i am labelled as such person that they has wasted whatever crap on. yea...it'd always be the fault. i'd always be the one to take the blame. and i will always be this evil lil fucking bitch who destroy your future, or break ur heart. the cruelty of befriending so-called friends or in other words foe.

no matter what, it make me realise i still have much [much!] better friends around me all the time. been confiding alot of my problems to ben. i felt very sad yesterday, was on the verge of crying but sadly, i had no one to talk to cuz of the fact that both ben and fir arent in school. i dont wanna disturb cas cuz she is already very tired. i just kept everything in, but i am glad tears werent sighted. i dont want un-necessary or maybe [ which i hope not ] false concerns. i just people just enjoy seeing my break-down, cry and everything. sadists....well...its kinda like me, but then i only enjoy seeing people i hate suffer. and i love it!

i just want to graduate asap. so i need not face so many people. but then i'd miss the times i have with cas, fir, wz, ben [ my new best friend, along with cas, fir], and liting. they've been great fun to be with. i'd miss them dearly if i am still planning to move to somewhere out of singapore! =[

tomorrow will be a better day.

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ -Hard Gay