Thursday, January 13, 2011
Random - Raw Feelings -
Did something super random yesterday that I came to realise if it was overall good or bad. I know one day when I look back I am not gonna regret it but well...ya...it's a good thing! I gotta remind myself about that! (:
Most time I feel that I just plunge into the water and find out that I can't swim and am struggling loads. I think that's how I am feeling now. Overwhelmed by everything.
I remember that day when BFF left for Swiss~I really couldn't stay in office as I feel very enclosed and I just couldn't stand it! Which I totally regret not taking leave to send her off. The horrid thing is as I was on my way home on the train, I could feel the tears brimming in my eyes, it doesn't help that a sappy song came on my ipod. WTF!!
I know I gotta let go of the one I am stuck in right now and think through what I really want in my life. I know it isn't too hopeful but it's gonna work out fine! (: It ain't easy after all that has happen between us..love is totally 100% blind and when it comes to it, we tend to do really stupid thing just to acknowledge it's presence.
This is like a super emo post la~ but I think after this post, it ain't gonna happen anymore. things will get better..and it's all gonna work out fine!!!
I wonder who am I kidding...
I feel like crying now!! why why why!
Hydefied @ 15:44