i guess not caring about what people say or criticize is kinda difficult. i have been through this and its hard to not care. people can be vicious, and they ignore what if the person ever has feeling.

casilda
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i do understand you have been through alot. and at times i feel very bad not being able to share your problems. i do not understand what ou've been through til you tell me about that particular bitch who keep critisizing bout your size and stuff. i have been through this shit. i am always being compared to those freaking skinny cousins. many times, i do feel like slapping these bitches. whats with being fat? does being fat equal to failure? i think these people are very dense, they are shallow and do not understand the understand the significance of inner beauty. i do hope we can be close frens who are able to share our problems and a person i trust and confide to. although at times i may say things that are hurtful or stop you from buying food whatsoever, what i did was nothing but sheer concern a good friend has.

honestly, although you arent the first person i got to know in sch, you are the closest to me compared to the rest in class. you are the most wonderful human being, friend. you care truly for your fren even though they treat you like crap. i never fail to feel the care and concern from you. and i am indeed very grateful to have you as a good friend. cheers. may you stay happy always.

firdaus
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you have gone a long way man. i can feel you seem down lately but i blame myself for not being able to share it. among the 3 of us, you are the most diligent one. though at times you meet with failures, please do stay strong. failures is part and parcel of life. you are someone very enthusiatic, fun-loving and very very sweet. you are someone who always express your concerns to the people around you. you are just wonderful, and someone i never regretted having good friends, buddies like you and cas. hopefully, this friendship can brave through any obstacles. :D do stay positive as i am sure you'd do well as hardwork pays off. thanks for all the supports, endless encouragement and care you express for me.

thanks guys for being great friends to me. i appreciate deeply, your endless concerns, love, support has been a great encourage for me to stay positive and strong. love ya both! cheers*

movies watched
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`The Witches
`The Exorcist
`Silence of The Lambs
`Repulsion

and the list goes on...