When you can live forever, what do you live for?

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Babblings

This really got me thinking a while. You know, I just recently went for a talk and the person said "Friends, don't expect that it will last forever, things will change and we need to know that there is no forever"..it got me abit emo thinking about it, but I guess more or less it's true. Friends are people you meet across your journey in life, some will make an impact, some just a passerby but they'll move on and you meet another bunch of people who will do more or less the same thing to your life.

We don't often think of such thing, of the treasure the moment mindset, and it's just really disheartening to know that sometimes things may not look as how you wanted it to be. Do you ever ask yourself like "Do my friends really like me?", "Am I too blunt/crude in my speech that it hurts them?"

I think lately after the talk, it really got me thinking. I would feel like do people really like me for who I am? Or are they just being nice even though they hate me loads? Am I so blunt in my speech that it hurts them, but they just pretend to be nice, bu jie yi but end up bitching behind me??

I guess it's very difficult for others to accept who you really are, not what you portray yourself to be. Most people wear a mask to go on with life, but it just has no point. Why can't we treat others with true heart and feelings.

I don't wanna be friends with benefits.
I don't wanna hide behind the mask.
I don't wanna act like I don't care.
I don't wanna second-guess your motives for being nice.
I don't wanna know you are bitching behind me, when moments ago, you were smiling at me.
I don't wanna be like a puppet.
I don't wanna know that you had to pretend to like/be friend with/talk to me.
I don't wanna know your lies.

If you don't like me, why do you still wanna be nice?

Can't we love us for who we are?

I don't know why I started to type this! We just need to treasure the good moments we have and make it last! (:

Hydefied @ 08:13