Tuesday, October 08, 2013
Wasted
Thought I should feel ok but i feel terrible. Strangely, you remember something which i casually told you, which surprises me. Why? Because I dont even remember it myself.
Everytime I ask myself, do you feel the same that I do? There were butterflies in my stomach yesterday, I was so nervous and scared of everything. I wish the feelings were mutual, I wish we could be more than friends.
Although being said that, I am afraid, afraid of the progress. I am scared of steppnig beyond the boundaries. I wish I was more courageous but I crumble at the sight of you.
I feel like crying typing this. :(
I wish I was stronger.
Hydefied @ 09:41