I'd like to clarify to everyone who reads this that my blog is where I vent all my frustration and anger on. Everything written in there is based on how I felt about the incident that happened. It isn't targetting at anyone.

Therefore, every entry is my feelings, and reflection on a happening, person. It isn't use for any personal attacks or whatsoever you may think of. It's solely on my feelings, my thinking and my way of expressing my inner thoughts. I hope all are able to understand that freedom of speech, I say what I truly feel, and it isn't use to attack anyone...

A blog is like a personal diary, and deep down you'd write everything in it. This is like my personal diary. I write everything, for example I shall addressed the debarrment issue, I wrote what I felt about it. And I still do feel that if you have make an effort to attend school, you will not have to go through this ordeal. But if you choose otherwise, you shouldn't make excuses for yourself and face the punishment. That's the theory in life we all learn.

I don't wish for my entries to cause any sorts or forms of misunderstanding to anyone. People who misunderstood what I wrote are always welcomed to clarify it with me. Or maybe tell me about it.

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I guess we only see people on the surface. Our inner most true self will always be kept hiding. We don't show ourselves unless we're at home. Home is where the people truly love and care for us. Thus, sometimes I am not as nice as I may seem. I'm human, I have happy, angry, sad side of me. I'm not perfect - I can be good, bad, smart, stupid, friendly, unfriendly.

When many people see the "dark side" of me, the reaction and comment I'd get from them will be "I never of thought of you to be like that." or "You are not who I expected to be like.". Therefore I'd just say that in the society, nobody will show you their true self. Everyone of us are just acting.

Like what Shakeapeare said and I quote:

All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players.
They have their exits and their entrances,
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages

Thus we can't say we're all real when facing strangers because by showing our inner true self, we allow others to take advantage of it and may cause harm to us. Thus we're all actors, living on this Earth. Just that we aren't recognised... =))