All I can really say is people change. Even if they try to argue that they don't, they do! Close friends aren't so close afterall. After they get closer to the "cooler" cliques, off the old friends go. Maybe that's where you see who they really are. Whatever happened to friendships... After putting in so much, you are treated like a fool. Nothing more and nothing less. Even if they like or hate me, most friends are just people I know and forget after a while.

Well, I really like the idea of ditching all the friends and memories here and move on to a new country to start anew. Go to a place where no one knows you, from there, build up a whole new life. It's what I always wanted, and shall set my goals and aims for it. And forget about all the people I know here. Leave and start anew-

So, I think maybe going for the attachment can allow me to forget things or people I want to forget. It's good in a way, or bad. I may feel happy, I may feel sad. I can cry about it, I can laugh about it. So it's all the matter of my own perspective. I live for myself and shall not be bothered by what others say or think. I do what I feel is right, and not because people think is right. I smile, cry, laugh because I want to, and not because people want me to.

I guess I just have to say Thank You for letting me know who you really are. People change, but not all the times for the better. We can't change people, we don't have the right, I don't see why I should get you tochange because of me.

Migration is a good option for me, my parents are agreeable, my sister is happy about it. The only thing is where should I go now. What I do have in mind in Canada or Switzerland. Cool~ =)) I guess only a few minorities will be missed if I really do leave.